Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Will She Wont She?

3 days back i dint know her.
and for last 2 days i havent slept.
I want to talk to her again.
I search her name on google, i look for her on FB. I call her and cancel my call before her cell rings.
She said she will call.
She said she will add me on gtalk.
She laughed on my jokes.
She shared her stories with me.
It will be another day tomorrow. A new start. Can i go back 3 days in time and forget her?
I deleted her number from my cell today. And then i got it again from my mail box.

Why is this happening to me?
Why am i alone?
How can i break this spell of loneliness?
How can i share my life with someone i can be madly in love with?

Luckless in love.
Luckless in job.
Why the fuck do i exist?
I am waiting for you. Please come and hold me. I am breaking up from the inside.


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