Sunday, June 5, 2011

Everybody Hurts Sometimes

I was sitting in this cafe with this girl. I knew i dint stand a chance with her. I have rarely met a girl who is so self assured. She has reason to be like that. Speaking to her was like i was giving a justification for being who i am. Its like when you want to possess something, you want to justify it somehow. I came out of this date feeling tense. feeling like i had given an exam and i was waiting for a result. Worse still, i called her later today, to ask her what she felt like. Even worse, she thought i am asking for an objective answer. So there ends another story of me finding my love.
Anyway, while i was giving a bottom of the heart explaination of why i am who i am and what i am, there was this song playing in the background. I just had a feeling like, soon, this moment will end, and i will be alone all over again. I will be thinking about the hurt this girl, sitting right across will cause me because i am opening up my heart to her.

Enjoy the song. I read on wikipedia that the song is "one of the best break up songs" ever. Well, for all the people who thought arranged marriages are easy. Here is to you MM!! All the best with your search for the Mr. perfect. I am not your guy!!


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